here i am again,

with nothing to do.

today has been boring,

trust me when i tell you.

i have done nothing,

and nothing came of it.

all in all,

this day was shit.

i spoke on the phone,

as i always do.

but i had nothing to say,

for nothing was new.

i watched tv,

for quite a while.

but nothing was on,

nothing worthwhile.

so i went online,

but what can i say.

the net was the worst thing

to happen to me today.

so all in all,

i got frustrated.

and decided to write something,

but now i hate it.

but such is life,

it is boring sometimes.

and nothing improves it,

definitely not these silly rhymes.

so i will sign off now,

for fear that i might,

kill all those who read this.

(damn! that did not rhyme. i must be really bored)

i sit here and think what i must write,

wracking my brains with all my might.

and for some reason i always break into rhyme,

i swear i dont mean to but it happens every time.

and yet i ponder as to what i must say,

to give you a peek into my life today.

i worked sleepless nights to make a movie,

with a custom sound track - thought that might be groovie.

and just to be  cheesy, i called the movie "groove"

then toon boom refused to let my characters move.

at long last, after a 3 day struggle,

and the hundreds of frames i had to juggle .

after two sleepless nights and a third sleepless day,

not eating, not bathing, just working away.

i got 18 seconds of motion from that inveterate toon boom,

so i did not have to sit stone faced in the jury room.

but it was half done work so i cannot rest,

until i feel i have done good, if not my best.

but three days without sleep is taking its toll,

as i struggle to keep my eyes open to make this rhyme whole.

but i think i will sleep, it is for the best,

so i can work peacefully, after a good night's rest.

work is a funny thing to do

it comes easily to quite a few

but me, i am different, i will not deny

when it comes to work, i only try

i plan and chart what i need to do

kz i am sure i will forget a thing or two

and amidst all this planning i get bored and lost

thinking "i must complete this work at any cost"

and the days go by and the work remains

while i convince myself that i am exerting my brains

the deadline arrives, its is around the bend

and i think "my mistakes i have to mend"

so i sit down to work, at the last minute,

thinking "now i must get both feet in it"

the deadline comes and the deadline goes

and my list of backlogs grows and grows

so i end up submitting substandard work

and then i feel like an absolute jerk

so now i work to meet the deadline

no getting bored and lost and wasting time

and hope to finish the task at hand

in sync with what i have planned

Isnt it funny how there are a few
people who have nothing worthwhile to do.

so in an effort to not keep their mind at strife
they poke their noses into someone else's life

a place where their noses should never be
creating rifts between my friends and me

they pretend to be friendly, pretend that they care,
pretend love is the only feeling they share

but be not fooled by this cunning disguise
for underneath it all they are enemies and spies

so all those who read this and know i speak of you
before you fuck with me again you have some thinking to do.

Revolution

this is one of those times when i have got an intervention, an idea for a change that i can bring about in my life. these are some things i have observed and feel i must change:

1. i am useless in more ways than one.

2. i talk a lot and do very little.

3. of the things i do, i do none too well.

4. i am okay with point 3.

5. i am lazy.

6. i am braindead.

good things about these last 6 points:

1. i realise there is a problem.

2. i know better when to shut up.

3. i know now that if you cant do it well, dont do it at all.

4. i am not okay with how things are anymore.

5. i am getting off my lazy ass.

6. i actually have a brain.

this blog is one of my attempts to get my mind to atleast trot, rather than be dragged through life. i know this is all serious, but then again, if i were funny all the time, life would get monotonous. i like to think change is the only constant, and hope that this change in my life is one for the better. so Welcome To My Blog!